Meditation # 117:
May 21, 2026
Your New Beginning Starts Now, Guided Meditation
Understanding my content must coast into a new direction. People get the gist and its not helping myself in a healthy manner to move the fuck on!
I can still write the letters for significant changes just really need to pounce on the policy changes part more, I can still play politics and all yet the daily grind will have to hop off the same old, same old methods …sometimes it gets outplayed —that’s what I mean.
What is more effective? Ashley you always take pictures although maybe you can take your sketch book and sketch it out, color it, and then my brain will chill the fuck out!
Plus, I like to have newer experiences and that is all possible as long as my BRAIN doesn’t keep REWINDING back so so so much! Some reason I have unlimited access to everything back-in-my-day history because it's familiar. You know at one time I couldn’t really remember things well at all ….now, good gawd How did I sign up for this unlimited pass?
I mean if it frustrates me then it must frustrate others, I would think!
I had some visions of me riding my bike standing up and sitting — feeling the breeze and then some.
You know how sometimes you create a Poll to see how people answer to whatever your seeking or asking — well in this case I don’t need do that — I just know. This can apply to my current activism material or anything else, most of the time you can just pick up on things.
So, I have this delivery app I started with my e-bike and now I have this goal to keep doing it for a whole month — to really SEE what happens with THIS APP — as well as if my E-bike keeps fucking up! IN the end, My workout on this new bike will have me even stronger than before.
Trying to embark on significant changes within my own life — Here it goes!
~Ashley Soule
May 21, 2026